Tree Girl by Ben Mikaelsen Chapter 6
1. Highlight 5 vocabulary words that you do
not know and write the definition in the margin. Label each with a (V).
2.
Ask 5 questions in the margins. Label each with a (?)
3.
React to 5 events in the text. Label each reaction with a (*).
4.
Make 5 connections to the text, text-to-self á text-to-text á
text-to-world. Label each with a ©
Manuel had often asked his students what thoughts we
had when we looked up at the sky.
Always
since that day beside the river, I have thought only of Manuel when I look up.
I see his face in the clouds and I feel his gentleness in the breeze. I feel
him dancing in my arms. Whenever raindrops fall, they come as tears from a
better place.
After the deaths of Manuel and the schoolchildren, word
of the massacre spread like wind through the cantons, fields, and countryside. Men from each canton were sent to return the bodies
for burial.
Of curse, the Army denied the killing and blamed (83) everything on the guerrillas. They
asked to talk to the student who would accuse them of such barbaric things. But
we weren't that stupid. Whenever the soldiers came to our canton, Papi sent me
to the forest to hide in the trees.
No longer able to attend school, and with Mami and
Jorge gone, my younger brothers and sisters became my full-time responsibility.
Because Alicia was the youngest and the most helpless, I let her sleep with me.
I hugged and comforted her whenever thunder rumbled across the sky. She kept
calling me Mami, and I didn't correct her. All children need a mother.
Papi spent his days in the fields harvesting the corn and
coffee; he had no time to leave the canton to go to the pueblo for market. So although
I was only fifteen, it also became my job to go to market each week. The only
market for selling our coffee was ten kilometers away, so each weekend during
harvest, I arose two hours before sunrise and walked for three hours to market.
Always I kept to the mountain paths, avoiding the military patrols on the
roads.
When I arrived at market, I spread the coffee onto (84) an old blanket on the ground and
used a tin can for measuring. I didn't have a weight scale like some vendors.
This made it easier for the Latinos to accuse me of shorting them. When the
coffee sold, I bought chili powder, soap, or spices to take back to the canton.
Sometimes enough change remained for me to buy hair ties for Julia, Lidia, and
Alicia, and a piece of candy for Lester and Antonio.
But sometimes the coffee didn't sell and I had to carry
it back to our canton along with a much heavier burden, the news for Papi that
we couldn't even buy salt until the following week when I would travel to
market again.
In the market, the Indios whispered to each other in
hushed tones. Some believed the guerrillas were trying to help the Indios, and
they spoke of young men from different cantons enlisting to join the fight. The
military, unable to enlist many Indios, kept coming to the cantons and taking
away men and older boys at gunpoint to fight for them. Still, nobody from our
canton had joined the guerrillas.
By July, horrible stories were whispered in the (85) marketplace of whole cantons being
burned and everybody killed. Rumors spread that hundreds of people were dying.
Thousands of Indios were fleeing north into Mexico, the closest place for them
to try and escape the madness.
Still the soldiers blamed the guerrillas, and the
guerrillas blamed the soldiers. I wasn't sure what to think. I heard of guerrillas who killed
military men, but I also heard of guerrillas who spied for the military. Still,
I believed that only the soldiers were hateful enough to massacre whole cantons.
I had seen their thirst for blood with my own eyes.
By August most cantons had posted lookouts to give
themselves enough warning to run when the soldiers approached. Angered when
they discovered a canton empty, the soldiers burned down homes.
With each passing day, the war changed around us. As
the soldiers earned a reputation for being cold-blooded killers, many
Indios openly sided with the guerrillas.
Each week at market, I heard more and more stories of
soldiers killing the Indios and the campesinos (86) with no pretense. One week
the old man selling fruit next to me in the market leaned over and whispered to
me, "They're sending out death squads now to kill us because we're Indios.
They want all of us dead."
Manuel had told me of genocide in history, but I never
dreamed that such a thing would come to Guatemala, and that we, the Maya, would
be its victims. But the brutality I'd seen convinced me that the old man was
right.
Returning from market/ one evening, I forced myself to
walk along the river where the soldiers had massacred Manuel and the children.
Standing there with the water flowing gently at my feet, I heard new sounds,
the drumbeat of helicopters on patrol and, the sounds of machine guns spitting
death. These were new tools to be used against the Indios. As I stood there, a
helicopter flew low downriver, forcing me to run and hide beneath some trees.
More than ever, I worried about leaving my family to go
to market, but if I did not go we would not eat. Starvation would kill us as
surely as any soldier's bullet. Still, nothing could have prepared me for the
Saturday (87) afternoon when I returned
home late and saw fires burning ahead of me in our canton. A rotten scorched
smell filled the air.
I broke into a run. At first I spotted only a single body
lying in front of a burning home, but then I saw another and another. Scattered
everywhere among the ashes of our canton were corpses. Many who hadn't been
killed by soldiers in the canton lay dead in the open fields, killed by rifles
or maybe by machine guns aimed from the helicopters. In the late-afternoon
light, the fallen bodies looked like scattered branches from a tree. But they
weren't branches. They were people I knew aunts, uncles, grandparents, and
neighbors.
I stared in shock, convulsing as tears burned my cheeks
like hot water. Again and again I swallowed at the bitter taste building in my
throat, trying to make me throw up. This was my worst nightmare.
I ran frantically from one fallen body to the next,
searching for my family. I found Papi first. Crumpled in the grass, his body
looked frail and weak. Not ten yards away lay my little sister, Lidia, facedown
as if asleep. Two red stains on her huipil showed where she had (88) been shot. I ran to Papi and then
to Lidia, and fell beside their bodies, hugging them and sobbing. á"No!
No! No!" I cried.
Closer to our burned homes, I found Julia lying among several
other children, faceup, a stick still in her hand as if she'd been trying to
protect those around her in the only way she knew. I pulled a shawl from one of
the dead bodies and laid it over Julia's innocent face. I walked now as if in a
stupor, my mind drunk from shock. I wandered out away from our burned homes,
searching. Not until I reached the trees did I find the next body. Lester lay
dead behind two shrubs, as if he'd been trying to hide. I kept searching, but
Antonio and Alicia were nowhere in sight.
As 1stumbled around in horror, my eyes burned from
smoke and tears. I had betrayed my promise to Papi that I would care for my
brothers and sisters if he died.
I hadn't even been there for him.
Numbed by shame and despair; I dragged the cold bodies
of those I loved back to what remained of our home. I would bury Papi, Lester,
Lidia, and Julia in the same sacred place. I had buried Mami's ashes. As I dug
(89) shallow graves with a stick and bleeding hands, terrible thoughts haunted
me. I imagined the children's terror in their last desperate moments before
death, everybody screaming and running, the soldiers shouting, and the guns
echoing like thunder.
l couldn't stop
weeping and hiccupping with grief. Even
as I dug the simple graves, I looked up and saw two more bodies of neighbors
I'd known. All the bodies in the canton needed to be buried, but I was only one
person, and even as I piled rocks on top of the four graves, I knew that by
morning the rats, the armadillos and the foxes would dig up all that I had
buried. Even now, buzzards circled overhead and landed to pick at the bodies. I
shouted at them but could do nothing more. I had no shovel to bury anyone
decently.
As I looked around me I noticed a hairbrush in the
ashes and picked it up. This was Mami's brush. Many times she had used it to
brush my hair. Now it was the only physical object I had left from my family. I
slipped it inside my huipil.
I feared that if I did no stay for three days to take
flowers and candles to my family's grave their spirits (90) would not rise to the next world
from where they lay buried.
If friends and family didn't carry their deceased to
the hills to be burned high above the ground, if spirits were pot sent properly
to the next world, what became of them? The question cut away at my heart and
soul. I felt I was betraying my family, my ancestors, and the ancients. Still,
I knew that I could not remain in the canton for fear of the soldiers
returning. I had to move on.
Not finding
Antonio and Alicia also hurt me deeply. My little sister had placed all of her
trust in me when she called me "Mami." I imagined her screaming "Mami!
Mami! Mami!" as the soldiers fired around her. Had she mistaken the sounds
of gunfire for thunder?
I wept more tears, knowing I must leave with all of my
questions unanswered. Other military foot patrols would pass soon, so I walked
for the last time away from the place where I had been born and raised. I
walked straight into the forest and headed north toward the border of Mexico,
the direction I had been told that many Indios fled to escape from Guatemala.
I took
only memories with me, but they weighed
(91) heavier on my heart than any burden I'd ever carried to market. Behind me lay ashes of death, ahead lay clouds
of uncertainty. I was a young girl alone in a dangerous country, with no
home and no future.
I had walked only a few hundred meters into the forest
when a whimpering sound like that of a hurt animal caught my attention. It came
from beneath a dump of bushes just ahead of me. Fearing a trap set by the
soldiers, I quietly lowered myself to my stomach to peek beneath the bush.
Deep under the branches, a small girl cowered on the
ground, naked, hugging her knees. Beside
her crouched a young boy. They both turned to stare at me. My heart exploded
with happiness. "Alicia and Antonio!"
I gasped. (92)