Tree Girl by Ben Mikaelsen Chapter 9
1. Highlight 5 vocabulary words that you do
not know and write the definition in the margin. Label each with a (V).
2.
Ask 5 questions in the margins. Label each with a (?)
3.
React to 5 events in the text. Label each reaction with a (*).
4.
Make 5 connections to the text, text-to-self á text-to-text á
text-to-world. Label each with a ©
5. Highlight 5 quotes that reveal
characterization. Label each with a
(0+<). Tell what each reveals.
Fear froze my muscles. With soldiers less than ten
meters below me, it was as if a big fist punched my throat and squeezed the air
from my chest. The soldiers could have seen me through the leaves of the
machichi tree if they had looked straight up, but they were too busy shouting
and waving their rifles at the scared people who churned frantically about the
plaza.
I peeked out from between the leaves at the vendors
across the plaza who tried to hide, crouching behind
their stands. The soldiers spotted them and opened fire. From my tree I watched
men and women falling dead across their stands, spilling fruit, coffee, and
vegetables onto the dirt. Goats and sheep bawled and twisted frantically at the
ends of their tethers.
Many people ran toward the church near the tree where
I hid. Inside, a priest called loudly for everyone to be quiet and not to be
afraid. "This is a place of God," he shouted. "God will care for
us. If the soldiers hurt us here, we'll all go to Heaven together."
I don't think God heard our prayers that day. A small
band of soldiers burst into the church. Muffled shots quieted the priest's
voice, then people from the church spilled out through the large double doors,
only to be met by other soldiers who herded them like cattle across the plaza,
where all the other villagers waited. I spotted Mother Lopez among them.
The soldiers shoved everybody into the center of the
plaza and separated them. They shouted loudly,
"All men into the church! Leave your knives and machetes outside by the
tree. All women go to the municipal building. Children, go to the
schoolhouse."
"We're taking a census," shouted one
soldier. ̉This is only for administrative purposes."
I wanted to scream down from the tree, "Don't
(126) believe them! They lie!" But I dared not move or make a sound.
Most obeyed the soldiers quickly, fear glistening in
their eyes, but a few of the men refused to leave their families. The soldiers
approached those men, clubbed them down with the butts of their rifles, and
dragged them unconscious or struggling into the church. After three men were
clubbed down, the rest left their wives and children without argument.
Some children clung to their mothers and were
forcefully pulled away and dragged screaming into the schoolhouse with the
rest. One mother held desperately to her baby, but the swing of a rifle broke
her arm and a soldier carried her crying baby away, upside down by a single
leg.
When the plaza had been cleared of all campesinos and
Indios, guards positioned themselves outside each building. Other soldiers
brought wood from people's homes and built a big fire in the plaza. I didn't
understand at first why they had started such a big fire on a warm day. They
separated themselves into three groups. Some soldiers went to the schoolhouse,
some (127) to the church, and some to the municipal building. These men joined
guards who were already stationed outside each structure.
The goats and sheep kept bawling and twisting against
their ropes, trying to escape. Dogs cowered in corners and against walls. The
soldiers laughed and shot the animals one at a time, as if for practice. When
that shooting ended and every creature lay dead, all was quiet for a few
minutes. The only sounds I heard came from the church, where men pleaded to be
released and returned to their families. But soon their begging turned to cries
of fear, and before long, terrible screams of pain echoed from inside the
church. I covered my ears, but nothing could mute the sounds of torture.
I imagined these same sounds echoing through my own
canton when my family was killed. I thought also of Alicia and the baby. Could
they hear this shooting?'
I had promised Papi that I would care for our family,
but I had failed everyone, even Alicia. It hurt to imagine her totally alone
under the bush, frightened, holding a sick baby and depending on my
return. (128)
A new kind of scream made me look toward the municipal
building, where all the women had been taken. The soldiers had dragged a young
woman outside. They shoved her into the plaza, ripping off her Corte, her
huipil, and then her undergarments.
She fought and struggled, but the soldiers held her naked. She bit one
of them, and he slapped her so hard that even from up in the tree I saw blood
flow from her mouth. I will never forget how the soldiers laughed as they lined
up and waited their turn to rape that woman.
It was terrifying to watch what that woman endured.
She was so brave. Never once did she scream or cry out from the pain as each
new soldier pummeled her on the ground. Some soldiers struck her as they raped
her. Her only escape was to close her eyes and turn her head away from the
animals who grunted and laughed as they violated her
body and her dignity.
Louder than the soldiers' sadistic laughs were the
screams of torture echoing from inside the church. The screams would grow
louder and louder, then suddenly fall quiet. Then the door of the church opened
again (129) and soldiers dragged another body out across the plaza and dumped
it onto the flames. The corpses
were bloody, with ears and noses and fingers missing.
I felt relief when the last soldier finished raping
the woman. Maybe now she would be released or allowed to return to the other
women Instead, a soldier' walked up to her as casually as if he were lighting
his cigarette. He pulled out his pistol. I looked quickly away as a loud shot
echoed up from the plaza. When l peeked again, two soldiers had dragged her
body to the fire.
My body trembled as if the tree were shaking. Tears
blurred my vision, and I swallowed back, desperate screams. I needed to throw
up but didn't dare. For many long minutes I clung to the branches, gasping with
anger and fear. At least the woman's suffering had ended. This was the same
relief I had felt the day Manuel died from his beating.
Immediately another woman was led struggling from the
building and the raping continued, as soldiers argued with each other to go
first. For hours I watched from the machichi tree as bodies were thrown into
the flames. Soldiers used their knives to pry gold-filled (130) teeth from the
corpses before they were dumped into the hungry fire.
I wanted desperately to close my eyes, but I feared
being spotted or falling. I tried instead to cover my ears, but I couldn't
block out the desperate screams and cries of pain. Many different Mayan
languages filled the air with screams and cries that day, but the laughter and
joking of the soldiers knew only one language. Spanish.
Before dark, a small number of soldiers gathered under
the machichi tree to eat and take short siestas in the shade. I froze like a
shadow. If even one soldier glanced up he would spot me; I stared at the bark
of the tree and at my skin and at the sky, trying desperately to stay still
until the soldiers under the tree woke and returned to their evil.
For the first time I realized how hungry I had become.
I had no choice but to ignore my grumbling stomach, but the atrocities that
continued in the plaza could not be so easily ignored. Again and again my
breath caught in my throat and a bitter taste built in my mouth. I kept
swallowing to keep from throwing (131) up. Finally I closed my eyes.
When I opened my eyes again, the sun had set. I hoped
that with the coming of night the soldiers would finally grow tired and stop
their insanity. Instead, they began drinking and their actions only grew more
violent. The darkness kept me from seeing across the plaza, but desperate
bloody screams pierced the night and told me that the evil continued.
During the night, soldiers took turns sleeping under
the tree, so close to me that I heard their vulgar talk and listened to their snoring. I had thought the soldiers were animals, but
not even animals could have slept through such screams. I pinched my eyes
closed again, pretending that the screaming was only monkeys and that the echo
of gunfire was only thunder. I tried to imagine flowers and sunsets, but beauty
was too far away at that moment to be imagined.
I grew nauseated from weariness, and when the killing
continued; I feared growing so tired that I might fall from the tree. I had
walked all of the previous night and had not slept all day. I also needed to
urinate, but I didn't dare. (132)
The screaming kept me awake late into the night.
Sometimes I stared up at the sky for long periods watching the clouds make
ghostly images as they passed over the moon. The stars looked like bullet holes
shot into Heaven. Soon my need to urinate became a desperate thing. Finally,
with soldiers sleeping barely twenty feet below me; I
silently relieved myself, letting my undergarments and corte absorb the fluid.
By now my legs had gone completely numb and I feared
falling. Carefully I squirmed and twisted my body, trying to bring back
circulation to my limbs I
dared not swing my arms or kick my legs. All through the night I suffered my
own silent torture until the sky finally grew light with the coming of dawn. At
sunrise, not one rooster crowed.
The coming of morning brought new horrors. Children were brought
out from the schoolhouse to watch their parents being tortured and raped. And throughout the atrocities, the
sadistic evil laughter of the soldiers echoed among the buildings and up
through the branches of the tree.
(133)
A helicopter flew over and circled the pueblo, and
soldiers looked up and waved, then returned to their killing. I pulled branches
over my head, hoping the helicopter wouldn't spot me.
Later that morning, several soldiers took a group of
children and marched them around the plaza with sticks on their shoulders like
soldiers carrying guns. All of the
children cried with fright. The soldiers shouted at them, "Turn right!
Turn left! Stop!" When a child stopped too soon or turned wrong, that
child was pulled from the formation and punished. I had to tum my eyes away. By
the time they finished, every child had been pulled from the formation. None survived.
I actually wondered if maybe the cruel things I was
seeing were only a part of a bad dream, part of my own imagination and
insanity. Surly humans could not be so cruel. But this nightmare was not a
dream from which I could awaken.
When at last the only females left were old and
wrinkled grandmothers, the soldiers grew angry and led the remaining few out
into the plaza and stripped them naked. Mother Lopez was among these women, but
the
(134) soldiers treated her with no deference. At gunpoint the
grandmothers were ordered to perform like circus animals.
Most of the old women, including Mother Lopez, had so
much dignity that they refused to do what was commanded and instead kneeled
quietly on the ground to accept their fate. Angry cursing and threats sounded
from the soldiers. When the old women still remained kneeling, loud gunshots
left their fragile and aged bodies crumpled on the ground.
My body pained me from sitting motionless on the
branch, and at one point I nearly crawled from the tree and surrendered to the
soldiers. I wanted to join those sparks from the fire that floated upward.
After all I had seen, what reason was there to continue living? But my anger
burned as hot as the flames in the plaza. My revenge would be to stay alive and
someday speak of what I witnessed.
My body and mind had become so weary by this time that
even with the madness below me, my head nodded and I jerked awake again and
again to catch myself from falling. I ached so badly that I nearly cried (135) out.
Once more I urinated into my clothes. My grip on the branches was so weak now.
I couldn't have lifted a broom. I could barely even swallow.
The pile of burning bodies made a small hill in the
plaza, and a wretched scorched smell filled the air. Those devils would have
kept killing if there had been a thousand people; but by late afternoon every
living human and creature had been murdered except me. The soldiers gathered in
the center of the plaza, dirt and blood smearing their wrinkled and tom uniforms.
Their unshaven faces made them look like beggars and bandits.
The men went to the pilas the big washing sinks near
the church where women washed their clothes. They shaved their faces, and took
turns washing the blood from their uniforms and skin so that they could return
home clean to their own wives and children. I knew that their souls could not
be so easily cleaned. After what had happened, I hoped they were all damned to
hell.
Before leaving the pueblo, the soldiers spread out in
different directions, carrying torches and setting fire (136) to every
structure. Within an hour, all of the pueblo blazed with rumbling flames. Even in the
tree, heat forced me to pull my huipil over my face. l
feared that the branches and leaves might catch fire.
With flames surrounding me, the pueblo became a
literal hell of raging fires as the soldiers returned to the plaza carrying
their rifles. Their packs bulged with stolen money and jewelry. At last, late
in the after, noon, the soldiers walked single file away from the burning
pueblo as calmly as if they had just finished another ordinary day of work.
By this time, I had lost all hope. I feared climbing
from the tree, but I had no choice. My body was so weak and my mind so numb. My
muscles ached and felt frozen ad began working my way down. Inch by inch I
crawled from a tree that had taken only seconds to climb the day before. I used
my arms to hold on to the branches because my hands were too weak. My legs
threatened to collapse with each movement.
Ten feet above the ground, my body simply gave out
and. I slipped, crashing from the tree and landing hard on my side, knocking
the air from my lungs. I lay (137) there dazed, gasping for breath, and trying
to decide if anything was broken. I stared back up into the tree where I'd
spent the last two days and was overcome with guilt for having survived. I
deserved to die along with everyone else.
Climbing that tree had not been an act of bravery. It
was the act of a desperate coward. Everyone else had faced the soldiers except
me. I had hidden while others died. By being a Tree Girl, I had been a coward.
There was a time when trees brought me closer to Heaven,
but climbing the tree in the plaza had brought me closer to Hell. I made a
promise to myself that day. As I lay exhausted and nearly unconscious beneath
the machichi tree in the middle of that burning pueblo, with smoke clouding the
air and the wretched smell of burned bodies as thick as the haze around me, I
made a solemn vow to the earth and to the sky and to every, thing left sacred
in the world: Never again would I climb a tree. (138)